Everything here is something I’ve had to hear, feel, and wrestle with myself. Loudly. In the mirror. If it hits you, trust me, it slapped me first.
If your room’s a mess, it’s not just a physical mess. It’s a mirror of your internal state. Mental, emotional, energetic. But until you move and choose to take action, nothing shifts. The room stays the same, and so does your STORY about why it’s like that. So many stories. Knowing your room needs to be cleaned is not the same as experiencing the cleaning of your room, and the liberation and clarity you percieve afterwards. Just as you “waking up” to the matrix doesn’t mean you’re healed. Seeing the mess – the corruption, the lies, the elite systems, cool well done. But don’t confuse awareness with embodiment. Knowing the depth of suffering on this planet doesn’t mean shit if you’re still bypassing your own. Healing isn’t in the mind. It’s not in your thoughts, your analysis, or how well you can explain the trauma of the world. Healing is FEELING. It’s the death of who you think you are. Most people won’t go there, because it means letting go of the lies they find comfort in. That’s why people avoid it and distract themselves. Because it’s not comfortable. It’s not the kind of healing the ego wants. It’s utter chaos. It’s painful. It’s truth that doesn’t care if you’re ready. You can perceive every atrocity on Earth, “know” every conspiracy, and still be lying to yourself every single day. Still making excuses. Still defending your emotional avoidance with intellectual superiority. That’s not healing, it’s your ego in a new costume. You say you’re doing the work, but are you? Or are you just talking about the work while avoiding the one thing that actually matters, which is radical authenticity with your inner being?
It’s not about what you think you know. It’s about what you’re willing to feel without the excuses. Stop talking. Start feeling. Because that’s where God lives – in your willingness to be real, to feel fully, and to let go of what no longer serves you.
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Bradley Moore
Yes I understand. Feeling the repressed emotions is step one. Then changing the beliefs that sprout the unhealthy emotions is step two. What people do is they say they ‘do shadow work’ by opening up to their painful feelings. Then it doesn’t get better. They cycle back and forth with them. Then say ‘I did my shadow work, I cried, yelled, and broke down in humility’ however the ONE THING they won’t do is change their egoistic beliefs about it which is what the process is for. They won’t let go of their beliefs which keep generating the dark emotions haunting them from the shadows. This is essentially how the evil Illuminati cults keep people stuck in the dark which I wrote about here (on the same day as this post actually): https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1FdDUnNQVz/ What happens is they repress these negative emotions, and it becomes cut off, not integrated. They think they’re ‘transforming their energies’ but they actually cut a large part of their spirit off, their power, substance, and vitality. That’s why there’s weakness int heir energy even from so-called ‘enlightened’ occult people. I know this truth because I embody it. I’ve gone down to the depths of feeling in the dark of hell most people are too terrified to go. And I was willing to let God work on my mind and beliefs, letting everything go, to make room for new light and truth based on a real balanced foundation. So people still project their own shadow on me, assuming I must be fake, but I don’t care, I have God inside and real clarity, healing, and wholeness. I totally agree with you too, it’s not about the talk, it’s about the walk, being willing to dive into your own dark feelings to heal, process, and grow. Most people won’t go there as they think it’s weakness, but true strength is the ability to go through the depths, let your ego be annihilated, and become filled with new light. That’s the real Christian / spiritual path of enlightenment for which we are all at varying stages in our own unique development or spiritual journey. God shines through that emptiness, and until we clear it out, we block his spirit, light, and love.